It hurts me to know that what used to be so easy to me is now my biggest challenge, I feel like such a failure for not pushing on and finishing my push-ups, my Sit-ups,an my mile run. I feel like i let my self down even if in my pain i should push on ignore th side pain and push myself. I don’t understand how it is that i let my side n chest pain take me down, i not only let my fellow cadets, and Sargent down but I let myself down. It make me feel sick that i couldn’t do this I couldn’t finish I will push myself and be the top of my game ignore all pain in me and push it!!! I FAILED NOW BUT I WILL BE IN THE TOP NO MATTE HOW MUCH PAIN I’M IN!!